undamaris: Yeah do whatever that helps! I hope things improve in the near future :) Oh definitely, your health is much more important, don't forget that! xx
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CRAZY
This week has been insane!
On Tues night [or rather 3am weds morning) someone tried breaking into my apartment by climbing in through my balcony! I live on the second floor of my building and below me is a common lounge room that everyone/anyone can use in the buidling so if it was empty it would’ve been fairly easy for someone to climb past that unit upto to my balcony where I always sleep with my balcony door open as my apartment is so small it gets very hot if you don’t leave the door open.
I heard a banging noises on the balcony at 3am and looked up and there was some man standing there. I screamed like fuck. Thankfully my bf was with me and when the guy heard me scream he took off. We heard banging again as I guess the guy clambered back over the railing and took off. SCARIEST THING EVER.
I’ve been away from home since then as I just didn’t feel comfortable staying there. My bf has let me stay at his place which has been nice. On top of all of that I was sick with what must’ve been a stomach bug as I was nauseus, dizzy and throwing up constantly all week. In fact it was because of constantly having to run to the bathroom to be sick that I was even awake when that man came around and I heard him try to break in so at least one good thing came from being sick. I dread to think how it would’ve been had I been fine and sleeping at the time :/
undamaris: I know I'm a complete stranger, but I honestly hope that you feel better soon, and that you won't need the drugs any more! Your health is more important than uni, you can always go back to uni later, take care of yourself first :) Take care!
Aw thankyou! It means so much when people send messages to me! I hope one day I won’t need the pills either but for now they’re what keeps me more level headed and not suicidal or depressed. I’m now on 25mg of Zoloft which I started on Fri :). I haven’t felt anything different yet but hopefully as the dosage increases so does my mood :). It does get hard to remember sometimes that my health is more important than a uni degree and I should just do things at my own pace rather than stressing about everyone else’s expectations. Thanks so much for the message :) xo
